Deep Seas Within The Mind And Heart

Dear World you affect me as my mirror does

Feelings attacking me as I try and make sense of everything

Sinking down in broken glass

Not even the blood can wake me from the nightmare of me

Questioning the reason for existence

What part do I play

Each day I am consumed with polluted air

Choking me as I inch closer to the door

I desire to be that blown out candle 

Shaken like the earth when it began

Falling deeper and deeper until I can fall no more

Each day is a struggle as a boat in the open sea

As the storm comes and currents get rough

I don’t know how much longer I can go along the currents

Sometimes when I blink I remind myself I am not dead yet

Then I get even more sullen

Though grateful for which I have in life

Life does not know 

Deep seas within my mind and heart