As I sweep myself up off the ground

The dust I leave behind 

Pain in it’s minimal form when broken down 

Pieces of me I leave behind

I just want to breathe to feel something again

All I taste in my veins is my decaying blood

Emotions consume like an infection to a host

I’d rather drown than feel anymore

Maybe I just need to make the chapters end and start anew

A fresh dusting for my life for my heart

Maybe we all need that

Just live

Some chapters are better in the end

That’s when life begins again

So I will live