Woven

The nerving wreckage between my hands, the bleeding shards of memories 

I don’t want to breathe and feel the scars crushing my soul

Sinking and swimming I continue though I fail a thousand times

Love keeps me going to salvage my own identity

It keeps me alive inside otherwise my own corpse would be my shadow

Walking each step forward and several back then forward again

My feathers frayed and I still try to fly… I do

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People

People

I could claw at my being the way your hate burns me from the inside out

Turning one to one to another against each other through fetishes of turmoil

You make me want to crawl into a hole because the darkness of it outshines what you show the world

Escape will never come until I’m gone but until then I fight

I fight against the hate, the bigotry, the world as it presents itself regardless of ethnicity

Until my last breath I will be myself, I will be human

Go ahead and categorize me without knowing me

At least when I die I will have died knowing that I gave a shit

Pure fucking compassion

That’s me

Always crying for People

People that don’t give a shit

But I do……I always will

I love you all

I want to love me too

So please let me

 

Mist

To walk into a room empty with space and time still 

No laughter no movement just numbness 

A mist upon the air I walk through

Reaching for a hand that is not mine nor there

I breathe deeply and fall slowly through the floor

The sound resonates with me as it all disappears

Trapped in a time capsule in my mind I stare 

Sheets of bright light float around my body as echos whisper

Hold on I tell myself as I’m in a trance listening

The mist lifts me closer to the light away from what

 

 

Sweet Nectar

The essence of love and hate

Nectar so sweet yet so dividing

Poison consuming yet revitalizing 

Do you see or taste it

Nectar invisible by the blind buds

It may be sweet but the sour is there

Burning sensation on every tissue

Sweet Nectar may linger 

It may forever consume you

No Words

No words describe my bleeding heart

Each time the sound of the world stabs me

I feel so broken inside my mind cries

My heart cries for peace and love for all

Sometimes my soul can’t take the burden 

They always said I wore the world on my shoulders

I still do

No words can mend my bleeding heart

My bleeding heart bleeds for all

No words

 

Let Go Just So

The days go by I age with wonder

Hurt inside I tend to ponder

Revolting emotions when images return

Make peace within I’d rather you burn

Touched me the vulnerable girl

Who spat at you and laughed at the world

Not a day goes by that I wish you were dead

Hoping you’d just get out of my head

You’ll never take the little girl out of me

No matter how old I get can’t you see

Think you can break me sneaking in my mind

You won’t win not this time

As days go by I age with wonder

I refuse to go down under

I Will Not Succumb

As I mince the words of love and peace

 My words won’t change how cruel humanity has become

I will not succumb

My soul will continue to fly with love

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